I have always been alone
Feeling only darkness in my heart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of my heart

But now, you guys came along
The darkness has it's day
There's nothing much I can say
But thankyou to my girls♥

I love you guys ♥

♥ PROFILE

berlinda (:
im seventeen
20november1990
nyjcian
ouran girls
note: my blogskin has no relation to me. im no emo. (:

♥ DESIRES
happiness
sleep
arashi's concert
japan
laptop
ipod
psp
money
160GB memory stick for my brain

♥ PRESENT
watching arashi videos
memorizing scores
reading notes as bedtime storybook
MUG
brain dead
shochan~

♥ FUTURE
watch more arashi videos
go japan
shochan~

♥ CHAT WITH ME


♥ CONNECT

hani-senpai ♥. mori-senpai ♥.
tamaki-senpai ♥. kyouya-senpai ♥.
hikaru ♥. kaoru ♥.
ourangirls ♥.
online comic ♥.

EVENTS

10may08~CONCERT + hyde's 10th death anniversay + X-japan concert
23may08~GP P1&P2
28may08~SPA
05june08~DBSK LOVER's birthday
17june08~NINO's birthday
23june08-02july08~mye
06august08~JIAHUI's birthday
30august08~MATSUJUN's birthday
08-19september08~prelims
10october08~graduation
03-18november08~alevels
20november08~MY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY
26november08~OHCHAN's birthday
10december08~AIBA LOVER's birthday
13december08~KAZU LOVER's birthday
24december08~AIBA's birthday
25december08~CHRISTMAS
26december08~SHUN's birthday
25janurary08~SHOCHAN's birthday


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CREDITS

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
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Thursday, November 15, 2007
11:41

4november2007, Sunday.

went out with bro(eldest brother) and aunty.
suppose to buy er ge's birthday present.
saw a Levi's shirt, which bro and i think that it suits er ge.
but it is out of stock. so unfortunate.
went to b.u.m. and saw another shirt,
though bro and i dont think the shirt is better than the Levi's one.
but it costs $73. and my aunty refused to pay first and wants us to ask mummy.
actually we saw the shirt and didnt looked at the price tag.
anyway, we both forgot to ask mummy and we hadnt give any presents to er ge.
ate ding tai feng!!!
i like it's egg fried rice (dan chao fan)
though it's like expensive for a plate of fried rice, but it's worth it.
anyway, im not the one footing the bill.
so, i dont bother.


5novmeber2007, Monday.

went out to eat sakae with grace, xuanqi, xinying, jieying, yubin, lilin and coli.
at heeren.
wanted to go ichiban sushi initially, but they didnt have buffet.
so sad. i like ichiban sushi. especially the soft shell crab handroll.
omg, it's so delicious.
anyway, we walked around after that.
wanted to play pool, but either we cant find the place or think that the place is not safe,
as in the place is filled with ahbengs.
xuan qi and i went home together and saw wanyin and brandon.
it's sooooo awkward.


6november2007, Tuesday.

happy 19th birthday to my er ge.
happy 17th birthday to xinying.
congrats to my bro from graduating from ns. ha!


8november2007, Thursday.

went out with dar to orchard.
my feet were killing me. we walked a lot.
he bought 2 tops and a pair of jeans.
and i had 1 dress and one top.
i guess the way i prefer to dress is the way that expresses myself the best.
however, i dont know if what im wearing is reflecting what i prefer.
it's a confusion.
besides that, i have imaginations of many way of dressing,
but i dont seem to dress how i imagine.
most probably because i cant really find the clothes i imagined
and i think those ways of dressing doesnt hides my flaws.
anyway.
i think the best is to wear dresses as i dont have to mix and match my clothings.
so im starting to buy dresses.
but i do like wearing pants.
ah. im a contradiction.
i have the thoughts of wearing newsboy cap and boots.
but im told that wearing boots is foolish in here as it's quite warm.
quite true.
ah. i dont know what im crapping here.
anyway, i went to work after shopping.
and i have to stand for another 5hours.


11november2007, Sunday.

i worked full shift.
in my life, the first time i mopped the floor.
actually, it's isnt much.
working in G2000 allows me to do things that i have never done before.
vacuuming the floor, wiping the mirrors, ironing the clothes and mopping the floor.
okay. they are all household chores.
working has also made me more independent and bold?
i not the type who knows how to interact with people, i guess.
working here forces me to approach people and interact with them.
but i guess the furthest i can go is only to talk the most basic things with people.
i dont talk much to those im not familiar with.
i divides the people i know into five groups.
1. hi-bye friends
2. our conversation has the most basic issues
3. people who craps with me.
4. friends who craps with me and i can talk to at ease.
5. friends who knows my thoughts etc.
im actually digressing. ah. nevermind.


14november2007, Wednesday.

went out with dar.
watched "Game Plan".
not bad, i say.
wanted to watch "the seeker". but the movie is at 3plus.
i want to watch "National Treasure: the book of secrets" or something like that.
i have "National Treasure" vcd.
the movie is nice. the settings and everything.
"National Treasure: the book of secrets" is like a continuation of "national treasure".
the same crew is used. it should be interesting.
want to watch "enchanted" too.
it's a fairytale come alive movie.
okay. it's a bit kiddo but i dont care. haha.
by the way, i did a test from rach's blog on "how old are you" or something like that.
and im only 12. i cant believe that im so immature.
but i dont think it's really true.

but i did other tests from the website and they are quite true.
like where would i want to have my honeymoon. it said europe. and it's true.
and it said i should be a social worker + i feel happy when helping others.
the social worker part is quite true, i think. as i have done the career quiz from oscar.
and it also mentioned that i should be a social worker.
helping others, i do feel a sense of happiness.
from the test, im not prejudiced, dont have a violent and jealousy bone.
my dress sense is classy. im no emo.
and i cant remember.
i like doing tests.
maybe it's a way for me to understand myself more, and to be more confident of who i am.
i guess.
im always changing the topic.
back to the original one.

out with dar is soooo happy.
just being together, im already very happy. (:
ah. i bought harry potter movie: a goblet of fire.


15november2007, Thursday, Today.

had math and chem lecture in the morning.
im so tired.
these few days i have problem waking up.
thank god that my work today have been canceled.
i just want to sleep sleep sleep and sleep.
even watching goong s yesterday afternoon, im dozing off.

dozed of during lecture. not so bad for math.
but for chem, i kept dozing of for 45mins, which is like 3/4 of the lecture.
it's just like something heavy is on my eyelids, forcing them to close.
after lecture, i seemed to have just woken up.
felt so "nua" after leaving the lecture hall.

yesterday's lecture. physics.
i was forcing myself to be awake and gilbert tay said "i see a confused girl there."
im like, no.
does my expression looked the same when im confused and forcing myself to be awake.
this always happens to me. sigh.
after teaching a certain part and we have to do some exercise, he came and ask me again.
in secondary school, teachers kept asking me if i understand what they are teaching or am i confused.
do i look like i dont understand things? i wonder.
it makes me feel like i have learning disorder. *winks*
but, it's not bad either.
this is useful only when i really dont understand or i didnt catch what the teacher was saying.
this way, i dont have to ask the teacher to explain again, as they will ask me if i need them to explain again. =D

ohya.
today's bubbletea day with 0722.
weird, isnt it. bubbletea day.
the reason: the guys do not have enough money to eat expensive food, meaning swensens all these. my clique cant eat too expensive as we need to save money for tomorrow's dim sum lunch at dragon gate restaurant (it's fish is d.e.l.i.c.i.o.u.s. delicious. very fresh. i found my love for fried man tou here. and went to watch "polar express" 2 years ago, because we overheard the waitress there saying the movie is interesting. turns out to be not as interesting as i expected.)
so we ended up drinking bubbletea. (:

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